I like getting things done. When I know there's a task to do, I commit myself to doing what it takes to make it happen. Somehow I've balanced this with being a pretty good procrastinator throughout my life, though the more I think about it, the more I think I'm not as much of a procrastinator anymore.
This is why everything at work is really bothering me right now.
Things are really busy. There are about 15 things to do on my list. Everything involves different people. Everything is a different priority. Everything shifts in importance every day. I can't get ANYthing finished. Whenever I start or continue working on something, something else pops up. It's messing me up, and it's making me grumpy. So to Marc and all of my coworkers, I apologize for my crappy mood lately. I wish I could just stay at work for about 48 hours straight and get tons of stuff done so I wouldn't be so stressed out.
I was really frustrated today when I got home and realized I needed to do more work tonight. I hadn't logged on to my computer remotely since I bought my second monitor, so I wasn't sure how that would work. It ended up working better than I thought it would. Then, since we don't have a punching bag for me to take my frustrations out on and today isn't a running day, I went for a walk. It was nice outside, and I rocked out on the Shuffle. It was good.
I'll go to bed early tonight and hopefully get a really good night of sleep so that I can attack the day tomorrow with a better attitude. And hopefully I'll finish something so I can feel at least some small sense of accomplishment.
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